Talked to some one I haven’t talk to for 2 years and more.
The first step is the hardest. But I am suprised he even rmb the white collar shirt guy whom I totally forget.
Honestly. He is too scarastic. Too mean. Friend shouldnt talk to friend this way.
He is probably the only guy that got like three, four post on here.
But really, the transition is just horrible.
Why do I have to take such nonsense?
The plan is to get a lumia800 when my dad recontract.
Change to Singtel prepaid card.
That is it.
Magenta btw.
I lied alot to my parents. If I brought a phone for $500, I would tell them it is $300 only. If I had a hair dye for 150$, I would say it 75$.
But yesterday when I came home from my bbq with my clique, my dad asked me if I was happy.
Honestly, the first reply I gave was ” erm….. It is alright.”
It is such a hard question and one that I don’t know how to lie through.
Elearn week and recess week
Everyday do projects sia! Meetup in school.
But 303 really is a hardcore project. So no complaints! In fact, I have the least work load already and one of no difficulty compared to developing.
Been pretty slack this semester, time to get very serious!
On a side note, I am finally considering to change my phone. Not considering but considered and decided to change it!
Just nice, my dad going to re-sign his contract prolly this or next month.
iPhone4S or Nokia Lumia800?
iPhone is like an obvious choice but I am quite in love with lumia800, I have an affinity with it.
But cyan or magenta?
I love both! Something different from the usual black and white.
Cyan?
Magenta?
I am more towards magenta but only because I have blue shoes and backpack already. But also because of my shoes and backpack, I am thinking cyan would be a good match.
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I hope I get to change sooner! My E61 has problem receiving sms already.
心不动 则不痛 心若疼痛 则必已心动
心不动 则不痛 心若动 则必痛
I am guilty of it.
Francis: Isn’t that the bread maker Mom asked for last year?
Grandma Ida: If she wants bread so much, she should write back when her mother writes to her. This was for Cousin Nicola. I spent a day shopping for it, then she marries a Protestant. That camera, for your father, right before he refused to drive me to the liquor store. All the nice things I do for people.
Francis: Oh my God, you’re crazy. I just thought you were evil, but you are nuts. Grandma, gifts aren’t conditional. They’re gifts. You give them to people because you love them. They’re not something you can take away because of some petty slight. You’re not teaching people anything, you haven’t gotten back at them. They don’t even know they’ve upset you. All you’ve done here is constructed a monument to your own insanity. WHAT KIND OF A PERSON DOES THAT?
Grandma Ida: A lonely, bitter old woman. Look what I’ve done. What use is all these things to me now? They could’ve brought somebody some happiness and instead they rot here.
[Sarcastically]
Grandma Ida: Oh. My hear… My heart. I think it’s… Melting. Yes, it’s melting. You’ve showed me the way, Francis, by yelling at me. Quick, go get my magic sled. And me and my reindeers will go and give Christmas to other mean, rude, stupid people. We’ll all join hands and sing songs and we’ll sprinkle the ingrates with fairy dust and…
I was looking back my tumblr and I found this.
the exact same guy who imply that I am ungrateful.
he said (12:38 AM): i super angsty now
jermin said (12:40 AM): how come? share
he said (12:48 AM): aiya dun talk to me i busy goodnight
and someone once told me that I am the kind of person that don’t take nonsense from anyone. I feel like I had fail him.
I lost a friend
Well, we quite close in the past and things happen, people change.
I tried to talk to him again nicely because ppl said I attitude him. But he just doesn’t get me anymore.
I was talking about I don’t appreciate surprises. I really don’t. If I was working on a scrapbook for my friend. If he asked to see it halfway, I would have show it to him.
“thats just means you wun appreciate if you see now or see later” he said.
honestly, I am offended. I don’t appreciate surprises, doesn’t means I won’t appreciate the effort of the product or event planned. I just don’t feel extra good about things being kept a secret. It doesn’t stir up extra happiness to receive a surprise present compared to receiving a present I know beforehand.
This guy just portray me as a ungrateful bitch. And I don’t like that. I am better than that.
I must remember. I need to lose my insecurities.
Le Papillon
下面是翻译的歌词哦
“为什么鸡会下蛋？”-?为了蛋都变成小鸡。
“为什么情侣们要亲吻？”-?是为了鸽子们咕咕叫。
“为什么漂亮的花会凋谢？”-?因为那是游戏的一部分。
“为什么会有魔鬼又会有上帝？”?－是为了让好奇的人有话可说。
“为什么木头会在火里燃烧？”-?是为了我们象毛毯一样的暖。
“为什么大海会有低潮？”-?是为了让人们说：“再来点”。
“为什么太阳会消失？”-?为了地球另一边的装饰。
“为什么狼要吃小羊？”-?因为他们也要吃东西。
“为什么是乌龟和兔子跑？”-?因为光跑没什么用。
“为什么天使会有翅膀？”-?为了让我们相信有圣诞老人。
“你喜欢我们的旅行吗？”-?非常喜欢。
“我们看到了很多漂亮的东西，不是吗？”-?可惜我没能看到蟋蟀。
“为什么是蟋蟀？”-?还有蜻蜓。
“嗯，也许下一次吧。”
“我能问你点事情吗？”-?又有什么事？
“我们继续，不过由你来唱？”-?绝对不可以。
“来吧”。不，不，不。
“这是最后一段了。”-?你是不是有点得寸进尺了呢？
“为什么我们的心会“滴答”？”-?因为雨会发出“淅沥”声。
“为什么时间会跑得这么快？”-?是风把它都吹跑了。
“为什么你要我握着你的手？”-?因为和你在一起，我感觉很温暖?
How?
I am figuring it out.
One thing for sure is, I need to be more detached.
Guowei once said that I am a detached person. It was only then I realized, it makes sense. But at the same time, I think I fooled him. I am not detached enough.
I am in the right direction already. It just takes more practices.
For this year.
I want to lose my insecurities.
and I will.
I just feel that I am not doing enough.
